Alright! It is a new year, 2010. Before i start, let me write about an event that occur to me on the 31st of December 2009. I was supposed to meet my friend at Bugis, to celebrate her birthday, a primary school friend. What is coincident? You people won't believe this. Although it is a small thing, but i think it is interesting and cool. The carriage number of the train i am in is the number 2010! I am not faking, it is true. Cool? Well, i think it is cool.

In 2009 alot of things had happened. I met new friends, i lost new friends. I achieve my goals, and i drifted away from my goals. Memories overflowed my mind on the 31st be it good or bad. This led me to realise that i have to appreciate my friends who had been kind to me, always been there for me, care for me, helping me throughout my life and the year 2009. It is my pleasure to have met these friends. After which i came to realise good friends and best friends do not come overnight, it needs a lot of time to form a strong friendship. They will always be there for you because of trust, and understanding. They made me their good friends and i made them mine. That is why i cherish them so dearly. Happy birthday charmi the 31st December baby girl.

In 2010, i want to share my joy and care to people who really appreciated me as a friend, maybe the needy too? I want to get a work so i have the capacity to help others. That is my goal. Not forgetting, always achieving flourishing results and greater achievements. I will also in search for my true definition of happiness. Bless me 2010. I thanked my friends, my NPCC sirs for their guidance and wonderful teachings to nurture me to be a better man with initiative and responsibility. I really appreciated them a lot. Thank you!

Yes, i got reconnected with sir sharul, sir luqman, sir hakim, MR Chua, penny, junjie and many other more wonderful friends who made my life and journey in secondary school to be a beautiful and memorable one! Although there are unhappiness and flaws in it, but those flaws made me grow stronger and a stronger fighter by myself! I cherish all moments and i appreciate all those people who treated me kindly with their sincere care and concern. Thank you!

Photograph credits: 2010

It is exciting to be up at 1:12 AM on a Thursday morning. So i should just blog something then. This shows how life turns out to be when you are suffering as a polytechnic student. What can we students do? What else none other than the very 'meaningful' projects that educate us with so much of knowledge. Yes, struggling hard. What can we do? Endure.
Guess what? A freaking butterfly is flying around and staying up with me. That's nice.

More than this. I've came to understand what life brings. Sometimes it is hard to lose something and to forget it. But we humans just gotta do it. Yes, it really pains me sometimes. However, we've just got to learn to let go. It is by fate and by chance things and humans came across and into our life. Yes, it is also fate that is the one that carries away and bring them away from us.

Sometimes a little bit more of appreciation would do things much better isn't it? When things goes off, we regret. Yes, at times i regret and blame myself. What to do? Human nature. Wonder what struck me suddenly at 1:19 AM.

Photograph Credit: More than this - Strany

This time round i have videos to share. These two videos here i like it a lot. The lyrics beautiful. Both songs is composed by themselves. So i respected them.

Enjoy

想写首歌 - 范安婷



爱过 - 李


My story, my line,
I plot it.
My shadows, my pain,
I take it.
My sorry, my guilt,
I said it.

Is there any chance for this stigma to be removed?
Will there be another hope to be ignite?
What happen if it drifts further than expected?
Will the contact be made together again?
This is so scientific.

The pull, the gravity
Will it bring?
The pull, the gravity
Will it sink?
The pull, the gravity
Will it resist?

I wonder, i wonder.
I wonder very much when will it be back

The delightful harmonica once blowing.
The catching up of directions when the time is running.
When will it be back.
I wonder

Will you show less care about this?
I wonder

Is this the end?
I wondered
The end.

Looking out, finding the answers.

Alright! Here to update my blog. After the announcment of being dead, i found a cure to bring it back to life again. I should just say people are just so freaking hypocritical, freaking disrespectful and freaking insensative towards other people.
My answer to them is....if they themselves hate being critisied, mocked or ignored, they should just freaking stop talking bad about people at his/her back. When you cannot even discipline yourself, what makes you worthy to judge other people or laugh at them? Think through it.
For god sake, put yourself in their shoes, how would you feel? Enjoying? Entertaining? Hilarious? If NO! then stop it, you're not good enough to judge and laugh at others when you yourself is just 'a-pile-of-worthless-shit-of-thing'.
You think you are some kind or popular kid? Sorry, you just made yourself to zero from hell.
Go eat the 'shyte' from your own ass and taste your own poison from your mouth.
Period.

Look things deep, 3D.

It is the second dream of you. What does that mean? I do not know actually. But, we seemed to be closed in the dream. Will it be the same now like how we did 3 years ago? There is no denial that i missed those days. But, i thought i had long forgotten about it. Well, i will just take it that i had not. I may appeared apathetic in the upfront, still deep down in me still lies the emotional self. Well, i will just try to forget about it. People says dreams are opposite to life. Well, so i do not think there is a chance of getting any better.

Walking London; I want to Travel!

Yes! Yes! Peeps. I've gotten myself a hair cut. Finally. I feel lighter, cooler - cause there's more 'wind' caressing my scalp. Haha! Well, i just love it alot. It's way better than the thick bush that even an insect would probably suffocate and faint with the pungent smell of my hair. Haha! That's for today, the hair post. Haha! Wanna have a try at my mum's salon? Beep me!
Cheek-a-dee! Peeps!


New hair;cooler de lighter!