i have changed to another person.
i don't noe who am i now?
the present me.
who?am i the past me?
i had become more sensative.
i had become more jealous of people.
why? why all this things is happening to me?
how can i changed back?
i had let many peoples' life being unhappy.
i had let many people down.
i wanna changed back.
but i can't.
why?
i had become more hot-tempered.
why is this so?
i don't like the present me.
i hate myself.
i was being too selfish to myself and to the others.
why? tell me the reasons.
was it meant to be like this?
god-families?
what is that?
it was not as happy as it seems to be last time.
it have changed.
it is no longer united.
why? can't it just be back?
where all of us live in harmony.
is my attitude that bad?
i am SPEECLESS !
for what i've seen is that it has changed everything.
maybe there's beauty in goodbyes.
million miles of journey left me lost for words.
maybe a smile would changed my life.
maybe a smile has led a dye on me.
why? i hope things would be better.
people around me are leaving.
why?
crying for an answer it was left to echoed in the silence.
): tears are led to be dry.
but thing aren't working its chemistry.
why?