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Kaikeng
Alright. For those people who know me do i still need to introduce myself?Well, for people who doesn't know me. Overview 17 years old - Gemini - 310592 - Chinese Blood - Temasek Polytechnic - Simple - Easygoing - Lame - Insane - Hyper - Bubbly - Serious - High Expectations - Kind - Weird - Forgiving Likes Chocolates - Music - Tennis - Billiard - Outings - Money - Technologies - Nature - Photography - Arts - Biology - Sciences - Thinkers - Movies - Friends - Family That's me. The Wind Element |
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It was saddening to be feeling like this, But, I felt that I was a burden to everyone. From the day I was born, My life was being cursed with unhappiness. From the day I was born, Mocking of words insulted me and gets my heart pierce. Often, awful words of names were heard around. Bringing down a person’s dignity, A pack of unrevealed lies were told to me, Hypocrisy was shown towards me to comfort me, Secrets of lies were kept away from me to keep me happy. But, No! Everything I’ve observed was finally out, People despise me, They despise being with me, They despise my actions. I was a total burden to everybody. No one really cares about me, My death of sorrow, People who are friends with me suffered, Sometimes I just feel like getting out of their lives, People who are friends with me get insulted, Names and outcast by people was returned to them. They’re innocent, Why can’t people just let them go? I’m really a burden to everyone around me. Troubles are given to them. I’m just something called “dirt”. A useless piece of dirt, Misfortune was spread from me. Guilt always lies on me. I may seem happy but in fact I’m not. I fake my day with laughter, I fake myself in the mirror with a smile. But, I don’t gain the happiness I needed, Never! I never get myself happy! I can’t make people around me happy. I’m useless, Really useless, I’m a burden, A burden to everything I own. Sometimes I just feel like ending myself, But… Why? I can’t do that. I don’t know why I can’t do that. I really don’t know what to do next. But, forgiveness is what I can’t get from them. Why? I just need forgiveness, A room of no hatred, A place of harmony, Why? Why can’t people just give me a little? I’m sorry. Really, an own an apology. My tears are flooding when I wrote this. I’m really sad, Sad to know that I can’t do anything to help, Everyone I really own an apology to everyone. Maybe I’ll leave this world, When I’ve finally picked up the courage to do so, Goodbye! ): A Sorrow of Grieve Fills My Heart :( |