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Kaikeng
Alright. For those people who know me do i still need to introduce myself?Well, for people who doesn't know me. Overview 17 years old - Gemini - 310592 - Chinese Blood - Temasek Polytechnic - Simple - Easygoing - Lame - Insane - Hyper - Bubbly - Serious - High Expectations - Kind - Weird - Forgiving Likes Chocolates - Music - Tennis - Billiard - Outings - Money - Technologies - Nature - Photography - Arts - Biology - Sciences - Thinkers - Movies - Friends - Family That's me. The Wind Element |
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Here to blog. My life was a total different from last time. I felt more troubled, i feel that i am lossing everything around me. Friends, trust, happiness and the truth. I just can't figure out what is wrong with me. You read this post may think that i am emo. Just let your comments towards me be a point of view. Question were ask over and over again in my brain itself. Why is this happening to me? Why do everything have to be gone? Why can't happiness stay? Why can't peace just stay? Why? I've gone quieter and i've be sad as ever. Why do you have to snatch away things that doesn't even belong to you? Does it do any good? But, i really hope karma do happen. What goes around comes around. A question. Have you all felt trapped in an enclosed area where is a total darkness and nothing can be seen infront of you. Just can't even speak to anyone about it and cannot even trust even the closest people around and feeling betrayed at the same time. The only place that you can speak to is in a deep sleep.? I'm lossing behind everything. I felt troubled at all times and insecure at the smae time. Just a complicated feeling is behind you. I told myself that just be myself but i only completed half of it. The other half seems so far away to reach. An anger is building in me and i don't know why. I'm afraid that i may just collapsed and faint at any time. My health is getting from bad to worst. I just can't hang on any longer. I felt that friends are leaving me and something is taking away my happiness. Why? Never mind. Maybe i'm just being paraniod. Someone which i've just know as a friend seems to be leaving me. Just this year. Why? Maybe things that doesn't belong to you will just leave. Maybe i should try accepting fate. Why? I feel like screaming and crying out loud but, i just can't do it. Why? Why? You all may think such a small problem also acted so emo. But, the feeling that i felt no one could share. I'm great full that I've got my slyvester. But, everytime i gain something, someone or happiness will leave me. So do you mean by everything i get i must sacrifies some other things? Maybe that's the conclusion. Getting fame isn't from a way where snatching away things that doesn't belong to you. So just stop it will you. Fame is by your own personality and beauty. Is either you get it or you don't you should snatch it and take it out of your greed. That was wrong. That's all. kaikeng. |