Who am I to be?
What am I to be?
I'm nothing.
Useless as ever.
I can't help to hold back my sadness.
Who wouldn't when you see upon the failing?
It's unlike usually me?
Why? What's happenening?
It's terribled i felt inside.
Haha. But, a smile is alsways put on my facial expression.
It hurts deep in.
Really really hurt.
I can't fight back my tears.
Nor i should be.
Am i really a procrastinator?
A hopeless one?
I just feel like dying.
Maybe you should say I'm emotional.
But, it's just like how i feel.
When you're not getting what you've wanted.
So, Isn't that saddening?
Yes! In my opinion.
So...What's the solution?
Pondering for a rational suggestion to creep in my brain.
Call it a day.
Close the chapter i should say.

Hidden tears from my heart.